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why so serious? why so flirtatious when everything that was written was words of another girl that I love. Aninda Sekar Putri was my only girl I knew that i had all the reasons. I did things weirdly or some called it out of the box & you even now feel its more than some ordinary love.

why you? because you were nothing, no one & just another random girl who would write back & say what i want because you barely were just no one, right. You were no one who would just say yes if I said yes. I should’ve talked to the ceiling instead. You were no more than ceilings. You were no more than a wall. the thought of me caring for you, such a waste to think of it yes, too much. I never even met you because you were there, needed only to be behind the keypad to answer questions. Never in this world you were something more than that. You weren’t really my type anyway.

infidelity

you had me waiting on every night. we sneaked across a thousand lies

we danced & slightly braced. but gone in seconds out of sight

i never felt so right. this feeling i wouldn’t ever cast away

if it ever may the words are yours to say. the patience of a well deserving wait

we matched our eyes in pairs. on a night of fidelity

held your hands & off we went kissing around the whole city

your whole part were entirely mine & we begged not to leave any behind

we were lusted on for love

we became lovers in for love

we were trusted out with love

we became bonded out of love

then all the love was there. had no thought of it being fair

the thing is i loved you. & fuck to the guy feeling blue next to you

the whole time was just a sign. that we were meant to walk in a line

the love was in the air

it was love that was left to stare

we were trusted out with love

we became bonded out of love

we met both eyes. glued together in the darkest of disguise

i knew your lips was someone’s but i didn’t mind

you kind of left me. you kind of gave me with a little chance

so i grabbed those hands & circled my fate around you

chasing while in retrained. the first time i waited for love in the rain

true words. a true story about true love.

to be continued…

coming soon

you attack silently at dawn on my Pearl Harbor.

wait. til this is all over, i’ll attack back with alarms at noon on your Hiroshima.

where a minor thought isn’t always wrong

living by the books, following a statement that holds issues. you laugh together, eat together & hold hands together

but now

you piss together, wank together, share lovers & gossip around the circle.

you are being delusional & full of imagination, a hypocrite with a very bright potential to live in the life of theaters. but you are no more than a student, for God’s sake act like one & think of your own life for instance?

think of it, life is no linear line. the world is as big as they say, its true & this is just a step while you glance a bit. see the rest, feel the rest & taste it. not just a pinch, but really dive in the oceans to taste those salt they all use to say.

lose the hatred, collect the love. all of us have different stories, so don’t always dis people, furthermore neglect others because of their different principals. we all have our own dignity, we all have our own rights to do what we think is best.

where a minor thought isn’t always wrong.

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